Wednesday, June 16, 2010

WHEN LOVE CLASHES WITH LUST POEMS



Never worth it
I’m going to pay for what I have done
I thought I’d love it and have some wild fun
Only to hurt and feel regrettably sad
If I tell anyone I’ll make so many mad
I wanted change and seeked what I got
They weren’t even worth it- not even real hot
I’m such a mess now I’ can’t even think
I’m falling to pieces and ready to sink
It hurts me hard when he’s such a good man
To know I’m a fool that should flee to Iran
We’ve been together for a couple years now
I love him more and always think wow!
I made a mistake that I’ll always regret
I wish I got ran over by a huge jumbo jet

One night stand
I’m not a bunny or even some trick
Get off my back, I’m not sucking your dick
Gawd you’re pathetic and soo freakin old
So sure of yourself and arrogantly bold
Oh well lets do this and do some weird freak
Don’t drip fast all over my wet sink
Oh my you’re so big you’re going to hurt bad
Wow I was wrong this is nasty ass rad
Ill give you an hour so get some good rest
Just for right now keep devouring my nest

Roaming again
I wanted him to touch me all over my bod
Everything was perfect, like his really long rod
He’s aggressively tasty and smoothes out my nerves
I’m not even nervous about some of my curves
I waste not a second to touch him real deep
My hearts pounding so fast I let out a weep
Crying for passion, I drip from his touch
Clinging to him tightly with such a close clutch
At moments end, I wipe my sweat and drop down
Withholding my throne and always keeping my crown
Back home to my husband before he gets home
Mistakened I’ve been, for me to go roam

Single Parent
I’m single again and old as the hills
I have kids to feed and shitload of bills
Nights on the town consists of pizza night
I suck it all up and absorb with delight
I can’t stop fate and what will become
Only wise up with time and sing my own hum
Life is not dead cuz there’s so many fish
They’ll be missing much when they pass this great dish
I offer little when I know they will suck
But give them the world when they’re such a good fuck
That ‘s all that matters when I’m wayass down
To have him there and fill my empty pound

SOO many women
I am a man and know exactly what I want
A girl so fine with a red thong to flaunt
In order to impress I’ll get new clothes and bling
So many will want me as their one hour fling
My flashy car & pad will keep them coming like bees
I won’t keep them all because they’ll fall off like apple trees
There will only be one who I’ll keep as my dirty, fun skank
She’ll be my egg queen continually emptying my sperm tank
So much poon tang I’m going to go through
They’re just so foreign wanting French romantic screw
I eat up all women devouring their every last need
I’ll tear up my skin by reaping thy bleed
My everyday functions are focused on the sexual half
I’ll make them smile with continuous big laugh
Many many women with very very little time
I shall be at their sides at every drop of a dime

Sugar Daddy
I’m dating a man with tons and tons of money
Seen with him I’m his favorliciously ripe honey
His one main deed is between my long giraffe legs
Most of the time kneels his desperate begs
Older than hills he desperately does everything I ask
Nothing goes undone when asking for any small or huge task
What’s his beef where he’ll do anything to please
Even when I’m joking or being dangerously lioness tease

The affairs
My mistake was wanting them there
To shake me over without any stare
But now I hate them for not saying no
And even myself for being such a ho
I mistake myself for being a saint
But all in all I don’t have a faint
Ill shrink to diddly and have nothing more
But just another pathetic guy to score
Why has my shame turned into cold
Where I might hurt my love, so gently bold
I rid this horror from me and mankind
But accepted as one and never declined
I’ll grasp this now and remember forever
Recalling the past and what not to endeavor

THE kiss
Did my loneliness kiss her or the
spontaneous feeling of them staring at
me like a huge chicken
It wasn’t even fun or exciting
I should’ve darted out like lightning
When did I lose my sail?
I used to go everywhere and shine brightly
Look what I’ve succumbed to
I’m a giraffe swimming with salmon
Oh how I feel silly

Touchdown
Reaching out to hearts you get only yards
Flags are thrown when they’re big retards
You tackle your senses when booty’s great
Or intercept another when its not your fate
You challenge the call to see if loves high
Waiting for the touchdown that’s fumbled to the sky

Two Men One Decision
Two men in my heart only makes me cry
Who will be the one where together we die
One is so sweet that loves me dear
Another fucks me wildly with absolutely no fear
My envy of lust surpasses all thoughts
Many many men have lied in several cots
Best of both worlds I can’t bargain with
True love is fate is just a mere myth
Combined together they’re THE perfect man
Two men and one woman society will ban
A secret no longer you know my downfall
Many nights I’ve cried curled into a corner wall
No matter what I’ll be painfully corrupt

TYPICAL MEN
my extreme jealousy drives me nuts
why am I like this? do I have no guts?
he stares at women like I don’t care
thinking I’m an idiot but my insides tear
why don’t I admit that all men are the same
sometimes ruler of the world, other times lame
it’s stupid to think I feel this way
at least my babe isn’t totally gay
I’ll let him look without any pain
forever he’s mine, not any other dane

Where are you lust?
I say this with caution and fearsomely unsure
I find it real frightful like there may be no cure
Where has it gone- this great sexual lust
I’m just so dried up like a 100 year pie crust
Before I’d dampen from a mere slight touch
He’d be at my knees grasping every new clutch
I’m frightful of losing my ability to perform
Not much is helping- not even porn out of norm
It could only be my last attempts to a child
Ignoring the inner fire of what makes it wild
It also could be that I have no actual practice
Adding the tension of my dried up cooch cactus
My skills have gone down forgetting all of the fuss
Of what makes it exciting or making me cuss
Maybe insecurity like I’m no longer princess perv
Going off the road of fantasy hitting every deep curve

Words under sheets
None less cheaper than you
Cologne you pig swine
Dirt is gold compared to
Your lying filth ways
You will never be a real man
Today, tomorrow or ever
What’s said under the
Sheets was for us
Not for broadcast or
None of your friends
Want you back- hah!- never
Happening you announcer of distrust

Work on it
Combing through your disappointments
and accomplishments you try to
grasp life learning lessons
Could have, should have or the wish
I never did do experiences
Unable to change absolutely none
of it you try to interpret any value
learning experiences of how to help
others and know what NOT to do- again
Yes it happened but it doesn’t mean
the actions were of the common sense part
of me.
It was the irrational, immature and
ignorant cavewoman that had a
mind of a headless animal
The bubble that inflated to a huge
hot air balloon has been slowly
going down
My heads not so huge
anymore
As it deflates I need more work
on it. I’m not any better than the
world. I’m an equal to my sequel.

Adultery
I have a conscious to never cheat
I found the only man I ever want to meet
My thoughts of wander are nothing but thoughts
They only excite me and control all my hots
How could another do so and still be attached
Maybe cupid messed up and only mismatched
I really don’t know and assume just the worse
Just two dirty adults playing doctor and nurse
Maybe the passion grows slow and both get bored
Children take time and bodies go unexplored
Or the manly ego grows and gets to his crisis
Going for the next woman, the first who entices

Almost there
I bend down low so he’ll see my bust
My temptations of thought are nothing but lust
He smiles real big and waves me to him
His new handsome haircuts so smooth, silky trim
I sit on his lap and kiss with desire
With all our energy we’ll start a huge fire
Slowly we devour each touch and soft caress
Switching to fast thrusts and tearing off my dress
I turn to a waterfall and he reaches the top
Wondering why the rush and the sudden quick stop
I lie on my stomach and finish the job
Knowing I need another Ryan, Jason or Bob

Always gets ‘em
Her body can move every straight guys head
Ignoring real well she never hears what is said
The keys in her purse accidentally fall down
Most of the women would boot her ass out of town
Every sight of her never once goes unlooked
Because the moment you see her you’re disgustingly hooked
Its just so magical a women with such height
To color so beautifully like a colorful kite
Hips round and curvy with legs to the moon
Breasts so fine they bounce to any fine tune
A cupcake of goodies she never throws out her treats
Only to her children and the man of her heart beats

Apartment alone
Apartment like this I walk around bare
Teasing the neighbors they know I would dare
Hung like a horse the ladies break out the binocs
In the street they thought I have to use socks
With a female over I do not shut
Only if she asks since she is my new mutt
Not all the time do I put on this show
Its mostly when horny and need fluid flow

Butt Man I Am
A back so round I did her right there
In the middle of the restaurant so all can stare
Throwing her on the table with all my might
Slapping so hard she was in a freak fright
Yes a glance of some ass puts me in dream
My girlfriend gets upset at the excited look of gleam

Choose
Who will it be- her or me?
Do you want scuzz or innocent free
Do you want STD’s or children down the road?
Do you want to be exhausted or free of some load?
Do you want a dead light bulb or sharp mind of quick?
Do you want one person or even more dick?
Do you want this one nighter or my 1000’s of tricks?
Do you want some calmness or beer, cigarettes and bricks?
Forget it forget it you took too damn long
Just for the hesitation you can have that thong

Chub
Yeah big deal so I got some chub
I slide like a slug and magically rub
I waste no time getting whatever I want
Those in my way will get a really bad haunt
I eat like a horse and run over the small
I’m an army tank of steel that can knock down a wall
I give no pleasure to self centered pricks
Men like them only crave for us chicks
Just like me who can do some weird things
Once I feel comfy and open up -expanding my wings
I’ll shake and shim to a really weird perv
Who’s willing to do everything that has lots of nerve
So accept all women who have different looks
Like me who love nasty or even damn good cooks

Cocksucker
At the time I hated you like no other
Still kind of do but I’m trying to smother
Just a walking cock I wish I never met
Thinking I’m all yours a wandering must pet
Still to this day I trust no men at all
Go back to hell just walk run or crawl

Crush
Keep it a crush you don’t get these feelings yet
Of his masculine features that spells your sex pet
Your time will come- men will make you sick
Coming to your ear of how they fancily do prick

Desire Me
I lose my breath and my heart beats like a drum
All I can think about is wanting to cum
Day in and day out I want passion like fire
My utter desperation will turn man to hire
I demand the feeling of steamed up flesh meat
Some place to go where we can secretly fleet
I run into sense and back away from my own lust
Touching only myself and my own nippled bust
Peck kisses are great but we’re not ninety four
Kiss me real dirty like I’m a French whore
I’m keen to all senses but my fave is the touch
There isn’t much about you that bothers me much
Just the dread of desire can stab me with pain
My aching hurt turns to crying rivers of pain

Dung Men
Yet again men have shown
Their one brain cell is over flown
Cockpits on fire and fused low
Preference to skanks or call girl ho
Their worse fear is no sex landing
Or gradual tug of a woman’s branding
Mushy heart to them is only dung to me
Until they turn to animals sexless free

Fling Flashback
Did I want him real
Bad or were my
Sexual zones heating up
From a nasty song or
That guy flirting with me
I’m mad- mad damnit
Give me one reason not to
Go Animal Kingdom on the world
Without pause I go shower
And jog for an hour

Foreplay
I crave for him like I crave for food
I’m always tempted and in the hot mood
I know I want it and need that fill
Of his lips on mine like a beautiful pill
Just his touch makes my heart pound fast
Making me happy so I can forever last
I drown my thoughts with dirty play
Making every small thrust go my way
I want and need that feeling of lust
Of my body trembling from ass to bust
So I carefully plan every small touch
Even getting the most out of nothing much
I absorb every smell and little small flicker
The mood of the time getting sensually thicker
I don’t care if we ever get far in bed
What I have now is what I’ll forever imbed

FOREVER LOVE SEEKER
lonely old male seeks young gal
tall, young, blond- hey I’ll accept you as a pal
don’t be shy just answer my ad
you won’t be disappointed cuz I’m dynamically rad
women always tell me that I’m way super slick
I’ve never had complaints about my sausage stick
don’t turn away from an opportunity so big
there’s only one of me, so come right now and get your swig

Girls Wish
I want a great fuck that’ll engross my damn
Someone with aggression and hard body slam
One who could move like an animal of the wild
Inviting his friend so we can all get dirty piled
Enduring a throb that screams me to moans
Throwing clothes off quickly with lion like groans
Mouth so inviting a sucker lollipop he turns
Prolonging for hours with no aches or burns
Transformed he shall be my one superman
Along with his friend, the one with a tan

His for all time
I know I’d hurt him if he ever found out
I must keep them closed and not give a shout
I want him to know that I’m his for all time
I’ll beat his whim at a drop of a dime
They really meant nothing nor ever will
Soon is my karma and it’ll be my empty fill
It’ll hurt like thorns stabbing my veins of thy heart
Letting go of those close and being sadly apart
Alone I will be because my nasty ass sucks
Giving little regards to those one time fun fucks
Just for right now I’ll keep my mouth shut
Silently close and trying to avoid the half slut

Hole
Round in nature it’s a really divine hole
Attempting to smother any fat or long pole
It comes in flavors and even an odd taste
Always recycled it hardly ever gets waste
Furry by nature it attracts the male half
Tickled real gently can make any girl laugh
It can also be smoothed with no pricks at all
No matter what, it loves the slap of the ball
Various devices have been inserted to please
But the male shocker does most of the ease
When super excited it gets wetter and drips
Thanking those thighs and voluptuous hips
It can cause chaos when excited too fast
All don’t want the pleasure to eternally last
Just a quick fix that’s better than a tootsie
Something that rids the sensation of all pussy

Las Vegas Worker
I perv him up and get him real hard
My boss charges him up and runs up his card
I close the door and turn to his wants
Where once sex creeped and gave me the haunts
Now I’m open and enjoy the great fucks
Who enjoy different pleasures and various sucks
So many men always enjoy the long ride
Where I comfort their touch and be their slut guide
As long as I’m wanted I’ll keep the great job
Doing every husband, boyfriend or any male slob
I’ll continue to master every sexual trick
Because horny I’ll be with every touch, smell and lick

Lies of Love
I love him
with every thread
of my burning
desire that it
does sting to
have sex with
other men he’ll
never know
about or ever see

Little Miss Horndog
Sucking my sucker I plea for a response
A man so sexual from the Greek renaissance
Whop bap boom damn there he is
Up to the floor I provocatively bounce my lids
Chemistry burnt my juicy I needed him now
Grabbing him to the car we foolishly do plow
Little Miss Horndog I’m like a clockwork of sex
Easy going freak do you want to be next

Lollipop nipples
Call girl for hire I’d even do all the crippleds
Only if they knew my code name- lollipop nipples
I care little for the gents but act really good
Only bills came to mind when I gave them a wood

Love thy sex
I wait in the corner for him to see me
Ripping off my clothes and indulge in my sea
All of a sudden we look eye to eye
More I turn to this cream cherry pie
Knowing his stare is longer than glance
Over to him I go doing my flirtatious dance
Others stop me but they have no spark
Move quickly I do to make my own mark
I get up to him and put out my hand
On the lap I go is where I suddenly land
Not even afraid I just kiss him right there
His hands all over as if I were bare
I want him inside and I don’t mean my heart
A condom I’ll use- one must always be smart

Masturbation World
I fuck my bed with magical fingers
It knows how to reach my numerous stingers
I smell all dirty while exhausting my ass
Even putting my nipples on the clear glass
I roll all over and shimmy my hair
Imagining dirty men like a cowboy pair
Sucking my toes and licking all between
Going miss piggy all hot for kermie green
Getting all weird joining the animal world
I want a mean gorilla to keep me all curled
My bed really stinks I need new sheets
Or start all over with even more heats

Men are going down
Only the man can be oh so dumb
With a brain size of a bread crumb
He thinks his hammer can pound every nail
And that he’s bigger than all other whale
Little does he know he’s fogged for clues
Ramping for days about his short fuse
He’ll fake a false ache just stinging with gross
Before it was we who wanted them close
Now more than ever they’re fading as greats
No only seen as our fishing cast baits
We’re shrieking as one and growing over time
Seeking new beau’s who seek sex and a dime
The twist shall turn and you’ll be the skank
Or the chauvinist pig that’ll be under rank

Mesmerized
A spell he put on me with his snake
Or the bed moves it surely can bake
Never before was a kiss so sweet
Tingly I am from every hair to sole feet
Drugged from this beast I’m needing way more
Down to the fingers the way they ripped and tore

MID LIFE CRISIS
Quit smokin’ that gum like you are the shit
That really fake laugh absolutely gives you no wit
Oh pulllleaase she accidentally glanced your way
But suddenly you’re the king who can suddenly stray
This desperate attempt to be sixteen again
Only humors my spirit and lessons my credit of men
You’re old and gray and no amount of money can attract
No one cares how many you’ve had and who you sacked
But I appreciate men like you cuz I only love my babe more
Never leaving me lonely cuz I’m the one he will adore
 
My Girls Said
Someone said you were great in bed
I did not take this as no fake
I watch you for days thinking about these lays
I wonder if you’d miss or dispassionately kiss
Do you play with the breast as I’d do with your chest
Do you like great asses just like the men of masses
Do you wear boxers or briefs have you had sex in leafs
Do you shave all the time to get laid do you rhyme
Do you live all alone so many more you can bone
Are you a closet sneak that just wants some freak
Have you told and bragged about how many women you bagged
Did you play the game right or just bag rubber fight
Do you imagine one girl or anything with a pink pearl
Do you know who I am I’m two offices away named Pam

My Movie
I pop in the movie and close all the blinds
Not wanting others to see all of the behinds
I keep to myself and indulge in the physical scenes
All goes off fast- undies, shirts and the jeans
No time wasted for a great nasty shot
Hardly there is an empty bored slot
Wands do their magic of finding pure gold
With the help of the movie of the beautifully bold
Hidden again it shall go resting in its own nest
Until the next time when I need XXXtra zest

Nasty gross
Virginity, kissing, smelly
beds, ranking crotch smells,
bad breath, salty tastes,
drenching sweat, painfully
dry, saggy chest, hideous
wetness, hairy ape or
the classic awkward
what the hell is that
smell is all too
nasty gross sex
that is nowhere near
nice or great.
Vows
will be taken to be
a born again
virgin.
Yes I do.

Nervous
Out of the corner I spot myself ahead
In a mirror of lies of my face red
Dolled up for what I feel ten times their age
Owls pierce their claws of feed frenzy rage
Not yet drunk I’m still going to wait
For any blue lion to flood my water gate

Never mind Love
We’re not here for marriage you ass
You’re here for nasty and to pound my grass
Slave you are so, shape up you fool
To the bed of magic and sensual cool

Never worth it
I’m going to pay for what I have done
I thought I’d love it and have some wild fun
Only to hurt and feel regrettably sad
If I tell anyone I’ll make so many mad
I wanted change and seeked what I got
They weren’t even worth it- not even real hot
I’m such a mess now I’ can’t even think
I’m falling to pieces and ready to sink
It hurts me hard when he’s such a good man
To know I’m a fool that should flee to Iran
We’ve been together for a couple years now
I love him more and always think wow!
I made a mistake that I’ll always regret
I wish I got ran over by a huge jumbo jet

No glance missed
Her sexiness comes from her childish pout
She can get guys without little or no doubt
Looks towards her gives her a naughty mood
All the men want to take her to the finest food
She bites her lip and lifts her one brow
Knowing in response she’ll get a gentleman’s bow
Freely she dances to even jazz or blues
Not a wink she’ll miss or dare to lose
A prick to her ego is nothing but hate
She only smiles bigger and goes further to create
Not just the outside does she brighten a room
But her true soul that brings much more gloom

ROLLERCOASTER RELATIONSHIP POEMS



Shutdown
never mind your childish games
The two countries separating us
Are too close
the mental shutdown I went through
Wore on me
Could there be a reconnection?
Not even if I slammed my
Heart into two
You’re at war with yourself now

I’m sorry, I’m not sorry
I’m sorry I’m not the playboy
Bunny with bikini curves
I’m sorry I’m not half your age
With the energy of 2-23 year olds
I’m sorry I got bigger pretty
Much the size of the fridge
I’m sorry I got smellier because
The aging process creeped up
I’m sorry I’m stubborn but this
One got graceful with taste
I’m sorry I’m not successful but I
Never smoke, drank or did drugs
I’m sorry for putting you second,
Third, fourth sometimes or even last
First thing I’m not sorry for is
Loving you all these years
I’m not sorry we ever met because
Everyday is beautiful with you
I’m not sorry that every single
Day that I’m happy is because of you

Happy People
Two lonely people together can be saddening but two
Happy people together can be even more sickening
You sit watching them wondering why they’re so
Dang happy and how they can flaunt their joy
You look across at your lonely partner wanting him
To copy them and show we can be just as boisterous
He sticks up his newspaper to avoid me again because
We’ve already drove together for an hour or so
Better not overkill our moment so I read the paper too
Asking for the comics and Dear Abby for small talk
He sees the annoying couple and grabs my hand
Saying he loves me then devouring the sports section
I could cry behind the paper wanting more days like
These where its just us being in love behind the paper

3 Hugs
Out of a thousand times
Beating all at once, it
Can not possibly be
The orchestrated soul being
Free from the depths
Earth, beating rapidly
The heart beats again
The tingle bursts into
Cheers, the waves over-
Take the melodic seas,
The sky waves into your
Arms and most importantly
The kiss on your
Lips bubbles into a
Bursting wind of breath
Caught into three
Hugs that were holding
On to the blink of an
Eye

The Coal
Expecting him to jump for joy
when asking him for tea
was racing through my veins
Planned what to wear, what
to eat and the gum to
chew when we’re face to face
We’ve talked but never
with me announcing he’ll
be my future husband
We talk, the coal which
was my heart burnt
into ashes

Work romance
I noticed abroad him checking me out
Foreign to this look I childishly pout
Nervously fumbling I trip all over my face
That went really well he knows I’m all grace
Running to my aid he laughs and helps me up
Thinking I looked funny like a clumsy lil’ pup
This is how we met and never once looked back
You kids were all developed during lunch or a snack

Not a Day Goes By
My livelihood derives from our memories made together
A minute seems an eternity when I’m under the weather
I even pray loudly wishing angels surround you deep
In the heavenly world where you await my soul leap
Every song I hear wishing your hand was there to hold
Hugging your body as if transformed to my own mold
I skip my beauty because I looked good for you only
Attempts have been made but I insist I’m not at all free
Days go by but none with out you still in my heart
This is a very short time that we’ll need be apart

Not once
Never did I say I
wanted maggots all over
him or dirt seeping in
his body crevices-
Never did I want his
meaningless life insurance
or to be with some strange man-
I only wanted him for that
kiss everyday that’s tender
to the softest touch
or for the way he says
Love you everyday and
Not I love you-
Never did I want to be
so alone with his
spot on the couch sunken
in-
Never- not once

ONE OF MY PRAYERS ANSWERED
truly a blessing I thank God for you
you cheer me up quickly when i feel blue
a tender heart you have- full of shine and love
moments of triumphs let you rise far above
I think to myself how you tickle me pink
down to the small things like getting me a drink
the best thing about you I really can’t say
to list every quality would take tomorrow and today
a smile and a hug can take me many miles
memories of you always I keep stacked in piles
please never forget that forever you’re mine
love is all I’ll give cuz you’re sexy and fine

Only your touch
Your handsome looks make me sweat
Making me fly high, like your canary pet
I’m happy around you and miss you when you’re gone
Each day I’m much happier from dusk till dawn
Touches from you I devour with pleasure
No other will compare or even come to measure
Its not just physical my attraction to you
But everything we say and everything we do
I’m yours forever so adjust to my style
Or just give me lovin’ and I’ll be your queen of the Nile

OVER DRAMA FIGHT
don’t be a jerk you stupid prick
you damn well know I’m your only true chick
think with your head and not that small dick
wipe that grin off or I’ll slap you cold
you know I’ll do it- I’m pretty damn bold
after many years I’ll be too damn old
sike, I’m playing lets no longer fight
I’m a real big pussy without any might
lets always be friends and super duper tight

Pointless dating
At that point in time she’s all I needed
I never once thought I would’ve cheated
Aroused at some point she became my illusion
Nothing became more important than our seclusion
I was “the man” when she wanted me to be
I even got jealous when she wandered free
I wanted more than she could possibly ask
Smothering her bored her I faded out as a task
I sicken myself imagining she’ll want me back
Hung by her string is exactly where I stack

Programmed
Oddly enough, I do enjoy men
sometimes because at one
time I thought they had a
brain up there but then I
realized they are programmed
to be dysfunctional with
a zero percent chance
of normality and growth

Pushing it
I pretended I seen many moons
with this guy but
now its gone
At best a lunar eclipse but
that’s pushing it because
I see NO moon AT ALL
WAIT…
Nope
At least we didn’t
develop stars of our
Own

Rare bird you are
I touched his heart with a cover of splash
Sponged in my hands and weary of the cash
He don’t get old like yesterdays news
Fake emotions I won’t because of misleading cues
I examine my day wanting more than the past
Doing A-Z as if nothing can last
Together we’re a team and not just roommates
Capturing the moment of our new creates
I spill the lies when old truths come across
Knowing very well that your future may toss
My spin on the cycle will never really stop
Only at his wish shall I truly back drop
I truly do mean it when I say I do care
A guy with your presence is surprisingly rare

Remedy for sure
Often we blindly
Seek nothing at all
Just aimlessly
Wandering nowhere
Think again
What do you want
The best remedy
For a broken heart
Is meeting another
Broken heart

Repeating diamonds
Below this heart is more than money in chime
There’s a forecast of more treasures- not found is a crime
You’ve buried the meaning of our raunchy steamed beat
Another rock on my hand will not sweep me off my feet
Cast on to my heart and hook me on for loves sake
For cupids around the corner pitying my common mistake

Revenge
I kept getting confusing
hatred so I called
Cupid up to give them
compassionate love darts
Anger a dart went in, jealousy
another dart-- the darts kept
coming at them until no
no part of them was
without a dart. Cupid had plenty
of darts. Bounding with
happiness we sang,
danced and even helped
Cupid with sweet revenge.

Rich smile
To see his pearly whites is richer than platinum
I swim in his soul capturing his every new random
Begging for more of his love I crochet him more quilts
Arguments burning my tears of stubborn crowned guilts
A hug lasts for years but his smile decades real long
Swinging to his heartbeat I know he’s my true love song

Sexual Tension
casual as a bullet hitting
the target I could see
them practically in every
aisle of the store- maybe
I became an invisible being
when the two locked gazes
loving him all these years I
only see these two becoming
closer the more we go to this
particular store. trip, be a
gangster girl, a meth head, a
smoker…anything!! my jealousy
wants her to be anything terrible
blow it off or yell at him again
that him and his side fantasy
makes my head spin- oh decisions
I do enjoy that she strokes his lost
ego that I once lit like the blazing sun

SHE’S ALL NATURAL
The moment she came in all saw her beauty
All admired her, especially her round patootie
Smiles rise big whenever she’s around
Many thinking it’s the true one that they have found
Buying her drinks and keep looking her way
Not even thinking forever she can stay
Only one questions why she’s in this dump
Walking towards her bravely, not at all does he stump
Enjoying his company, she has him sit down
All other men staring like he was the clown
They go home together and have some real fun
She tells the non-married guy things just may be done

Special me
I have the true honor to wake up with you
A man so beautiful and cheerfully true
I get to see you dress and down to the bare
Long days without you I want to keep rare
I spend my time thinking WOW!! What a great catch
I know we were meant to be the perfect love match
A deep wish of mine is to see you eternally smile
I’ll run out of my way by making an emergency dial
 
Sunflower Seed
The only soul you attached to can
have a 1000 tons of pressure on
their backs because the love you
gave them was too much for
them so they sunk. Only one
sunflower seed is as fragile as
my ability to try to love
another again.

Thankful cavewoman
I flew into your heart and cemented a pole
Where we stand today is our eternal bowl
I am your cavewoman and you my caveman
Around our lifestyles is where we will plan
We came into this knowing well our lust
As well as our care that forever smells trust
Under our marriage of life I magically spin
Of all the hulk Adams you’re the one I win
I bow down to the cupids and shine their feet
Contributing every chizzled tingle to the lap of our meet

The Coal
Expecting him to jump for joy
when asking him for tea
was racing through my veins
Planned what to wear, what
to eat and the gum to
chew when we’re face to face
We’ve talked but never
with me announcing he’ll
be my future husband
We talk, the coal which
was my heart burnt
into ashes

Third times a charm
My only true love has dribbled with my mind
How could he be so devishly mean and unkind
All I have done has poured out my guts
Now so shrunken I only reach out to his mutts
All the gifts and cards are laughing in my face
Knowing I was suckered into unflattering disgrace
I wear into fear that once again I am single
Everyone smells my desperation and plea to mingle
Third times a charm though I know I have an equal
Drag out my drama I won’t by having a low budget sequel

Till Death
I dream of you with my eyes open and shut
Flowing real light like a crowned hockey putt
I see your first smile in the small truck
The touch of the keyboard gave us tons of luck
I’ll never imagine a love for another
You’re the only one I really care to smother
Because of this I’ll love you till death
I promise to your heart with every last breath

Tingly alive
A soft cool whisper can whimper every angle
Not a tingle in the body is left to dangle
An excitement of air jumps on the walls
Knees get weak and the whole body falls
Smiles of joy pour out like rain of cats and dogs
Everything’s mushy and goes beyond fogs
Visions of forever turn to every moment by your side
There’s absolutely nothing we can possibly hide

TO MY BABE
you always make my life happy and fun
you even bring me out of dark into the sun
a gift to me is having you everyday
tender moments touch me like when we play
i hope you know that no one can compare
your big cuddly hugs yell big teddy bear

Tootsie roll
David you are the light in my eyes
Better than chicken or curly fries
David you are the reach in my arms
All super sweet w/ extra pleasing charm
David you are beat to my heart
My end is for you just like the start
David you are the half of my soul
No one can take me like you stole

Tornadoes
It must be love when you
keep running around in
circles with tornadoes
bounding up all over jumping
up in atomic measurements
lions swing with butterflies
on the grass is scented with
bloom berry wonders of toys

Trail
I don’t want you to put on a hit
Hollywood heartthrob bid
with smooth lines to sweep me
off my feet
I just want you for who you are
and always were meant to be-
the innocent sand on the beach
when in my hand shines like
an age old lantern
I don’t want you to bail every time
you’re halfway in the quick sand
I want your courageous side to hit
me with a force of all four seasons
Most of all, I don’t want to be left
in this air tight jar with only two
small holes to breathe
I’m never letting you go but the path
between today and tomorrow needs
to be shorter, prettier, smelling better
and more magical than you ever
thought of

Two Pillows
Although I can’t physically
feel you I still feel
you spiritually
Its an opening joy I
scream for when I sulk
in sadness
It’s the knowing we
are forever two pillows
on a springy day
 
U R the greatest
Truly you’re compared to no one by far
You mean more to me than any house, city or car
Truly you are the coolest man in my life
I’m truly excited that one day I’ll be your happy wife
Babe you are the greatest thing that that came to me
Forever I’m part of your life and never will I flee
The greatest thing about you I honestly can’t say
I’ve been given a beautiful blessing, I thank God everyday
I can’t even thank you for ever small thing that you have done
Especially being goofy, cute and cuddly- or always being adorably fun

Unusual Crush
Sucked in by the charm
There’s passion flying all over
My eyeballs pop out
Rolling into his toes of kisses
Of all times, places and hordes of people
We’re both here right now
Unfolding a future of forever ness
Walking to his wheelchair I freeze

We Are Forever
He is my center, he is my earth
He makes my existence what it is worth
He’s everything nice and many times more
I’m so damn lucky to have a nice score
Every soft song brings him to my heart
Never in my mind will we be apart
If I could give him anything it’d be all his wishes
All of my love and all the gold plated dishes
Since he’s all mine I won’t share him at all
Chicks can’t touch cuz I’m his only one doll
Grown as a couple we live as we’re one
We’ll continue to love and continue to stun

We marry for
We marry for his money
We marry for his honey
We marry for his drive
We marry for his thrive
We marry for his race
We marry for his face
We marry for his devotion
We marry for his potion

Where did we go?
Our heart of one turned to a 1000 bits and pieces
Days of boredom would be making hearts in our reeces
Only your inspiration persuaded the me of pleasant meow
Cuddle on the couch to programs of forever due now
Even hold hands on our walks around the world and back
We were the envy of everyone we never did have much slack
Discover humanity with our own tricks up our sleeves
Carry each others hardships with a hacky sack of leaves
You would end my cuss words of anger in such mood sea frown
Adventure the roads through every state, city or slump small town
Tell me everything down to the juicy, rude or dumb
Even swap germs in sharing corn or a plum
I want yesterday you to come back into my life again
Because today you is stranger trying to forgive and amend

Why me
Your lovely lips are like beautiful ships
Sinking into my mouth like caramel nips
You are like sunshine into my light
My dark hole turned into big bright
You are the sweat going down my face
Even the pounding of my heart race
You’re so happy and full of breed stud
I often wonder why you love this milk dud
One can imagine our personality flow
Still I have nothing or hardly do show
It tickles me pink that together we’re one
A negative and positive really is no fun

YOU’RE MINE FOREVER
it wasn’t long before I fell in love with you
forever you’ll be mine is something I just knew
I’ve told you already you mean the world to me
implanted in your heart is where I want it to be
a kiss and hug from you is worth more than gold
every single moment I’ll enjoy and forever hold
no one compares to you with the passion in your heart
someone i love being around and unhappy when we’re apart

Your true loved ones
Will you care for me in ten years?
Or move on because of your fears?
Sister, brother, parent- who you love always care
Work hard in life- remember always share
Appreciate what you have- not what you don’t
Listen to advice and do not deny what you won’t

A week without you
One day nothing to hear
Two days one scary fear
Three days not a single tear
Four days many a cheer
Five days get a beer
Six days nothing to clear
Seven days the end is near
My week without your was very unclear

Bedtime Alone
You touch me like wonderful flies
Glowing at night becoming my prize
I whisper to you and enjoy your ears
Licking your cheeks and drying your tears
Hidden beneath these layers of skin
Are lies so morbid and full of sin

Blank
blank- why two cars behind
my husband of 25 years
was I determined to see
his mistress
just a blank stare
at the taillights
there she is getting in
on the corner street
odd- she don’t know his
terrible bladder or his
foul body odor
I’m way prettier and
obviously smarter- now
I’m trying to justify
why?!
Crying the four blocks behind
them to a motel
four hours 52 minutes
he holds my hands for
30 seconds and that’s work
yet another bad day

Care About
I don’t care if you don’t have a six pack
I lose my breath going upstairs
I don’t care that you’re dumb
I have enough brains for both of us
I don’t care you’re not taller than the sky
I love eye to eye secrets in my ear
I don’t care if you’re glamour gorgeous
I’m all about natural to the T
I don’t care if you’re not a millionaire
Moneys just dirty paper and metal
What I do care about is you
Being my gentleman, my smile when
I wake up and when I go to sleep
The hand I hold for pillow comfort
And the only one who will
Fill my other half of emptiness

Chatting On-line
We chatted On-line and dated over the net
The Seattle chat room is where we first met
Who talked first we’ll probably never know
Usually it’s the male, who anticipates to grow
We asked the usual like sex, age and location
Then we e-mailed and asked about daily things
Phoning soon followed when my time came for rings
I know at the time I never experienced true fate
Who would’ve known this was my lovely soul mate
I know for sure that Cupid really does listen
The list of my man would gleefully glisten
He’s so much more than I ever could want
A great catch he is that I’ll always open flaunt

CHEATER
Why do you cheat and lie in my face
Did I get boring and move at a slow pace?
It’s in your nature and you can’t stick to one
The more the merrier you’ll have all the fun
I was naive to think you would be true
I would’ve been gone in a heartbeat if only I knew

Come back
2 homes, 4 cars, 7 credit cards and 4 dogs
Designer clothes, 2 farms with chicken n’ hogs
A jet, a boat, vacations any time
Art on every wall, fresh fruit like a lime
None of its nothing without you here
Come back to my heart and praise cheer
You and I together with all yesterday
Of when we were happy in all our play

Come To Me
I dream every day of his breath
The torture alone is heavy on death
I match my heart to his own beat
Weary of his presence unknown to my feet
Calming charms never amount to his
Everyone else seems like old cheese whiz
Come to me now and call to my roars
Listen to my soul of enlightening karma doors

Commitment again
A grudge of tension fell between the bars
Prisoners we fell under own pickled jars
Our edge of humanity stands under our own silent mute
We no longer needed the edge of hard dispute
I spoke to the sun and yelled loudly to the moon
I knew we were tensioned by everything so soon
I recognize my fears and my own dull shell
I came under terms after the dark shadowed spell
We’ll be back to one just like when we first met
This confusion of nothingness shall not be my own debt
I now do everything just as you will do for me
We represent two doves who fly up to the mountain breeze

Con Artist
I’ve never seen you in my heart at all
You only seen dollar signs making you tall
You steal my heart with fake smiles of laugh
Just a con artist, its always been your true craft
I gave you money wanting you just to stay
Hoping you’d open to a different man to play
Not anymore because you’re a whore of disgust
Leaving you will or I shall make you burn to dust

Dared
A snarly glance can’t deny me who I am
I wanted him there behind my curtains of jam
We owned our world with the veins of trust
Who were they to say they only punched out lust
Of us together when we companied our time
Soon we’d be outmatched our love was a crime
It never mattered he wasn’t of my background
Or I was his that spoke the tongue of one crowned
Yes I dared for our own loves sake
Never really thought it’d eventually break

Divorce So Bitter
I shall not humor this so called relationship anymore
I’ve watered your ego but with others you score
You think I’m a dead fish unattractively needy
Staring at others as if I’m BITCHlessly moody
Your misguided upbringing left you unwittingly dim
I only blame society and your parents that made you grim
I’ve managed this far but lost many of years
Lost out on real gentlemen- that one will cause tears
Why did I hire another to watch your every step
Just for real evidence giving to the judge rep
A dime you won’t get from a dragged out divorce
Only a suitcase of your belongings using possible force
I’m not going to work out some future conceivable terms
Just so your pets will also be around like some germs
We’re completely through we actually always have been
My only dark spell was believing you were my Ken

Drum Beat
Meeting the man of my dreams my heart did pound
Like the drum in a pow-wow oh what a loud sound
Eyes so piercing I dunked his donut right away
A milking celebration that forever he’s my mold of clay
Dog I would turn jumping on his lap of cheer
Nervous if he still likes me I feverishly did fear
I feel so spoiled now my drum beat is music
Heartily chanting to the shakes of love and picnic

ETERNAL FOREVER
Nothing can replace who you were in time
Priceless you’ll stay like a silly memorable rhyme
Although you are gone I know you’re in my heart
Eternal we’ll stay and never ever part
Please just know that I’m sad you’re gone
Dusk seems forever-- slow approaches dawn

Eternity Mine
I love you with all my heart
Forever you’ll be sexy and smart
Don’t ever forget that you are great
Coolest man alive, forever my mate
So many things I love and adore
Jogging, shopping- even you opening the front door
Today, tomorrow- eternity you shall be mine
I’m a very lucky woman to have a guy so fine

For Me, Know
Know your heartbeat
Beats for me
Know your smile
Grinned for me
Know your showers
Smelled for me
Know your pleasures
Desired for me
Know your laughter
Joked for me
Know your kisses
Puckered for me
Know your livelihood
Aches for me

For whom I ask
everything I said
were words he taught me
everything I ate
was food he ate
everything I loved
were things he loved
everything I wore
were things he picked
everything I tried
was approved by him
I lost my identity
every slice of bread was took
from the loaf I once had
no wait-
I’m croutons with no
taste
and for whom I ask

Forget me not never
I have a heart I must forbid you to see
Take to the knife with blood in the tee
Shaking the fear right off my left arm
Swarming through woods with little unharmed
Doubt I will hear the cries of my own child
Throughout these forests is scary fox wild
For my country running in heartbeat fear
Aimlessly daunting killing others with tear
Guns and bombs pound my own eardrum
Younger bucks than I sit in the exhausting slum
This off and on war seems to never ever end
Explosions of collapse is all that do send

Four way
Love goes all
Four directions
You have to know when
To stop and go all the
Damn time
Crashes happen, lights out
Where were you going?

FROSTING ON THE CAKE
a day with you is always real bright
so much beauty like flying a kite
together forever I envision for life
with 5 strong kids and me as your wife
as your babe I’ll care for you well
cuz my heart goes to you and actually does swell
I love you dear and wish we’ll always be true
thanking God always and the cupid for you

Give Me
Give me the boyfriend I once knew
Together as one as a root we grew
The Cadillac of boyfriends so fast in speed
Today more selfish and full of greed
Give me back myself of yesteryear cheer
With the romance novel without stabbing fear

Grateful forever
you always make my life happy and fun
you even bring me out of dark into the sun
a gift to me is having you everyday
tender moments touch me like when we play
i hope you know that no one can compare
your big cuddly hugs yell big teddy bear

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE
happy birthday my cute sweetie
you’re everything adorable just like tweedy
you blow out a candle and make a big wish
not for something small like your favorite dish
but something dynamic- really really big
I can only guess but it’ll be something you dig
this 37th birthday is for you and you only
I hope to be your family- sweet and homely
a years gone by and sexier you stand tall
always smiling and laughing- not one single downfall
I have you in my heart forever my greatass babe
I’ll do anything for you- even be your perfect slave
colas, ice-cream- all the gifts you get
will be nothing really compared to when you’ll get me wet
you grow another year older still feeling great
finding me in your heart is your luckiest fate

HARD TO DROP BAD HABITS
I hate you for your no good life
You smell, you stink you have no wife
You threw away everything great
Just to be friends with ugly Nate
His cheesy smile makes me frown
Only I know he’s a crazy clown

Heart for another
My heart dares to try to move on without him
Any future moving always seems to grow dim
I have no idea who I’m supposed to be with
Is he my last or is there a third, fourth of fifth?
My underlying desire is to be with this one guy
Who makes me laugh hard and bakes my warm pie
I can’t even enjoy being with my boyfriend anymore
I’ll die and go to hell feeling like such a mean whore
I just want some wild booty its making me scream
Even moaning scarcely at my every wet dream
Shit, fuck, damn I need some help right away
Before I turn over six inches in my own grave
I won’t hurt anyone because then I’ll feel worse
Even given some heartbreaks or even a curse
I swore to my babe I’ll be his for all time
Desiring another shall not be my worse crime

Heart shrunken small
Crowned at first to king love of man
Now a prince slave of deteriorating plan
Suffocating your heart collapsed my heart
Unknown in my mind was you and I apart
Keep a part of me in your emotional train
Knowing I have a shot gives me less pain

Him
I gleam with a smile by being close to you
Wishing we were stuck like permanent glue
When in your arms I don’t care for much
I tingle all over from your fingerlike touch
I’m always thinking about you really clear
How wonderful you are by laughter or cheer
Limited times I’ve said your name out loud
Even in front of my boyfriend I’m not really proud
I don’t even know if it’s just physical lust
Or just coming real fast like a strong winded gust
All I know is your place in my heart stands
Running the vessels all through my glands

His arms
No where in the world am I as feminine here
Bulging arms of flesh and veins not once do I fear
Snuggled in his arms he claims me as his own
Everything’s for him down to my last bone
Cuddling seems a lifetime beyond any dream
His arms are my boyfriends with ten on his team

I love you babe forever
You are my prince and I am your princess
Before I met you I was such a big mess
I’d wake up sad thinking there’s no real soul mate
Knowing in my heart that I just needed to wait
Today I am happy with nothing but smiles
Like love syrup that just drips over in piles
Even my family welcomes you with huge cuddles
Gathering around you like intense football huddles
So much you give to this great planet earth
Giving more beauty to a newborn birth
You make this lovely ‘cuz you’re such a great soul
Sprouting out greatness and being naturally whole
My seed of love has sprouted to a tree
Expanding my roots making you closer to me
We found each other and always give from our hearts
Throwing cupid arrows like they were love darts
I’ll always remember the first time we met
It’s a time I’ve cherished and never once did regret
I love you David—forever and always will
You fill up my heart and never let it spill

I love you bear
My heart beats for every breath you take
My love for you is further than any star or the make
You’re my valentine every day of the year
Even when you have one too many beer
Everyday you smile and love me even more
Turning me into schoolgirl instead of some whore
I enjoy my lifetime being right by your side
Out in the ocean and swim deep in the wide
A pleasant life for me is knowing you’re there
Without you I’d be living an eternal sunny glare

I NEED YOU
whenever I touch you I feel tingly insane
doing all the right touches- never simple or plain
I can’t get enough of that lightened look in your eye
warming me up like fresh baked cherry pie
slithering snake moves take me into the wild
surroundings are gentle and pleasantly mild
lips as rich as gold deserts into floods
spring has blossomed big- all flowers have pretty buds

I want to go together
I want to get in a car wreck
By your side
I want to get in a plane crash
By your side
I want to drown in a deep blue sea
By your side
I want to get hit by lightning
By your side
I want to be electrocuted
By your side
I want to enter the heavenly gates
By your side
I want to be happy forever
By your side
I want to love you for all eternity
By your side

I want you to
I want you to
Lie about our age because we’re ageless
I want you to
Cheat away from disaster to marry under a waterfall
I want you to
Steal away my heart again
I want you to
Beg for hours off from work to spend with me

I’m your pussycat
Babe I love you- you’ll always know that
Forever I’ll be your sweet cuddly pussycat
Thanks to you my head swells with love
You lift up my spirits and often give me a shove
I’m glad you’re mind and always so sharp
My love beats steady like a beautiful harp
You know you’re my tootsie I’ll always adore
Loving your spirit even more and more

Ignited heart
A day of all days this was no different
Early to work I go to the office I must sprint
Dragging on slowly work seemed to never end
The managers need one more thing that I can only send
Late home again I hurry to my spouse of joy
Only with some suitcases I wonder where we’ll ploy
He said I’m not going but he’s only leaving me be
Moving with some girlfriend this was suddenly gee!
How long I yell while he drives off in the sun
Broken to a puzzle this is a heartbreaking stun

Keep going
I’m very committed to David the great
He is my fortune and my lovely soul mate
I prayed for him and waited for years
I threw away frustrations and turned them to cheers
I know HE listens and wants good for all
We’ll all do well in the joyous long hall
So never give up and express what you feel
Or you’ll feel like rotten fruit that no one will peel
I know from experience that life is hard
We can make pleasant food or disgusting fat lard
It all depends on your effort to change
Going above and beyond your minimum range
Place your faith in above like I have done
Live up and live high and go make some fun

Liar, leave!
You replaced my heart with deceitful lies
I asked for you here oh how I prayed to the skies
Yours was mine and mine was all yours shared
In my shred of guilt was someone who cared
Now I care little when I hear stories of us
Felt no emotion to see you off on some bus

Men are ice-cream
I’ve tried all
31 flavors
But only one
Deliciously lasts
Nice to taste
Them all
But only one will always
Be your favorite

MEN NEVER CHANGE
why is it so that you treat me so bad?
in front of other pretty ladies who are always mean and bad
you know I can drop you as fast as the first hello
quit being so lame and super ass mellow
just treat me good like our first couple months
be that adorable guy that I only remembered once
to say i exaggerate is hardly a lie
there’ll be no more BS or running off to cry
please lets not fight, just listen to what i feel
or sadly I’ll move on and another heart i shall steal

Mistaken
Managing to rip my heart from beneath was a mistake
No other woman will put up with your over flooded lake
You’ll see the affects of me gone from your place
All alone you’ll ache with melancholy drawn face
There’ll be no booty coming your way for years
Women will be bored with your sour social fears
Along the freeway of singles you’ll think only of me
Begging for my return of this waterfall glee

My dream stallion
I dreamt of him, thy shining horse
Pounding my innards with no real remorse
I grab hold of nothing and move towards the end
Every move we try has a thrust and a bend
An igloo of ice could cover us now
We’d still go on making the meow
Pretending as if our lust is forever
No more than him shall I endeavor
It makes no sense to want more than him
Cuz he’s handsomely bold and always so trim

My Duty to You
To whisper softly in my ear
Shows how much you love me dear
Never before have I felt so grand
Whenever you need me just grab my hand
My universe evolves around your true love
To touch another man is something I shove
An apple for me I will devour indeed
And plant your garden inside my seed
I’ll engage my everything into your blood
Even leave you freely or smother thy flood
I’ll bake your dinners and skin your game
Also mother your children like a good dame
Whatever it may be I’ll convert to your heart
Killing you softly with my cupids love dart

MY LOVE GOES ON
memories of you I keep stacked in piles
millions of images that go many miles
never forget I always love you big time
or forever in my heart you’ll always be mine
love is all I’ll give you cuz you’re so fine
showering me with care and taking me to dine
go buy me some flowers and a cute ring
cuz I’ll bite you with love and yes it’ll sting

My other foot
A beautiful thing has happened to me
Toss him I won’t like an old bag of tea
He’s my left and I’m his right foot
Moving forward together patting the toot
Embrace him I do because I’m real sweet
Away from it all he finds some fleet
I value the kiss of his lips to mine
Nothing more elegant or sweetly divine
Insane I will go if he desires another
So careful I am to not ignore or to smother
I easily find his every weak fault
By rubbing the wound with no grains of salt
I look forward to the day when I know I’m enriched
Moving away from the feelings of being all stitched

MY TOOTSIE ROLL
Together forever I gaze in your eyes
Your handsome smile takes away lies
I grab your hand and you accept with pleasure
Small things like this I always will treasure
A day without you would crush me to parts
Poking at my mind like millions of darts
No guy compares because you’re unique
Charm, personality and strong built physique
That teamster boy look of you driving a rig
Reminds me of that testosterone I always will dig
You tickle me you kiss me-- even pull me off my feet
Making me realize how you’re so cute and sweet
My soul lightens more when I know you are there
Otherwise shattering walls making everything bare
Eternity I’m yours and never will I leave
Loving you forever like Adam and Eve

No mans belt
She won’t let him touch her belt
He wants her to be vulnerable
She built her own mansion
She repairs her own treasures
She has him carry heavy loads
Equal sexes remain misunderstood
 
No more
At last I’m free from your fist
No physical touch for me to be missed
We seemed so perfect when we first met
Puppy love strong, each others pet
Your yelling turned into stronger forces
Hitting me hard like back of some horses
I’ve endured this too long and now say no
To every shove, kick, slap and mean blow
You won’t get better because you are sick
For me to stay would make me prick
I long for love without any strings
Taking off freely upon my own wings

THINK OF YOUR FUTURE POEMS



Straight Ahead
When you see the world with a
Multitude of angles instead of
A narrow box you tend to
See more clearly with more clarity
Walking around with a box
Over my head with two small
Holes I’d only see what was straight ahead

Future You!
unsure of my past and even
the future I pretend that
everything is just fine
rationalizing what I can
work on and what life lessons
I took from every experience
I’m not going to always love
the 2000 calorie shake everyday
but I’ll blend one in here and there
I may have argued one too
many but walking away is
just as effective as nonsense
I may have conjured up a few
lies but the honest truth
speaks in volumes and measures
you’re not you’re past but the
rationalizing aura of a full
rainbow experiences in the future

Not literally
Your moms says you’ll be
An astronaut
Not literally but you felt you were the
Constellations
A doctor
Not literally but you’ve healed with your
Laughter and kindness
An actor
Not literally but you move others with
Your multiple personalities
A model
Not literally but you inspire young girls
To be natural
Filthy rich
Not literally but the wealth you already
Have is in your loving generosity

Now
I ridicule the past and forbid what’s to come
I envy right now and enjoy the great sum
I wake up to stretch and forget my bad dream
Showering with music and loads of hot steam
I blanket my day from repetitive mode
Slithering slowly on the open free road
Envied by all I focus through tunnels
If you’re not in my mood you’ll pass like funnels
Sporadically insane I get really intense
Mind going foreword and quickly immense
Realistically planning nothing at all
Who knows what I’ll do either big or small

Oblivious
When we search for ourselves we do so with a blindfold
Unveiling a lot of clues through smell, touch or listening to the untold
Dragging some misery, some need a neon light of their mood
Because others are dumbstruck like mushy ass food
Personal feelings you withhold to those bulb less lamp hyenas
For you are their prey spreading the tabloids of low scale pranksters
You never were locked as a federal prisoner of shocking disbelief
Sadly it seems so through your grudge of shattered torn leaf

Occupied
Not right now we’ll talk after work
After dinner- I need my chocolate perk
Can this wait till tomorrow I’m really tired
Another day late then for sure I’m fired
Go right ahead while I butter my toast
Make it snappy the coffees on high roast
Lets continue this after school young man
Too much work to put food in our pan
Occupied to the rim I ignored you growing
Closing many doors that needed overflowing

Old me
Yesteryear I’d take your shit
Now the new me takes away your hit
I’d cry with sweets downed real fast
Esteem so low my melancholy would last
Back then I ached for a massage on my feet
Throbbing still today this is an undefeated meet
Someone you’re not I hope for new change
Underneath my value you go under my range

OPEN UP
More distant you get more you die out from society
Going this route will never get you notoriety
Have more faith in words and speak a little louder
Stand tall, look good and walk like you’re prouder
Smile more often- it attracts a lot of attention
Tell all your interests- wouldn’t be bad to mention
Shower and wash your clothes to smell really nice
Anything you attempt will be a game of dice
Always remember that some people suck
Perfection is practiced- and not through luck

POWER OF MIND
thoughts give messages- so powerful and true
books, poems or magazines- they can stick like glue
the thoughts that stick will move down to others
warming up many while they read under covers
struggling for words- many hours one could’ve fought
whatever it’ll be- it starts out with a thought
romance, drama or even comedy to heart
it brings out writers who have talent with extra tart
enlighten others with what you have read
over some coffee and homemade sweet bread

Quietly ashamed
You lost it
Completely lost it
You animal
We shall shame
for you
because you
blindly ask
nothing
of this world
that should be
asking everything
with not
only pride
but shame
as well

Reality check for myself
I laugh at thyself for being so gone
Its as if my earth has no days real fond
Ignoring my feelings and shut out others
I got to wake up and treat all like sisters & brothers
Treating myself like the icky dirty shoe grime
My body’s so hideous like wobbly slime
Why did I turn myself to this mysterious ghoul
Like a bigfoot so distant and with loads of drool
I will recapture that fame of carpet red
Not a minute I’ll waste on sleeping in my bed

SAY NO
That was not the person I knew years back
Your spirit went down from heroine or crack
And physical features were astonishingly pale
I hope one day you crawl out of this shell
Knowing this addiction, you barely looked me in the eye
My emotions run strong-- I don’t want u to die
My words of love can only inspire you to quit
I wish you the world and out of your pit
Don’t ever forget that you’re one cool bro
Stand tall and be proud-- you’re mean kickass Joe

Snail
I explore my strengths but react real slow
Who knows where I’ll head or how fast I’ll go
No one flavor can keep my many taste buds
There’s so much to sample- from cream to milk duds
I wander in thoughts and often just to myself
Always coming back in my brain closet shelf
I know what I enjoy and sponge it all well
So many possibilities that I often do dwell
I can’t really say where I’m going from here
It all depends how my reflexes do steer
Yesterday I’m president and today I’m a cop
Tomorrow I’ll be the queen of miss all day shop
I can tell you now that the worlds in my hands
Coming every way like spaghetti thin strands

So What
Give more than what you have
Share more than your first half
Run away from your fears in your lips
Stand on the drawer and shut rips
Talk to the mirror giving the flirts
Do it so much till it gives you squirts
Air up your head and shout to the no ones
Tear all your clothes with nasty cut runs
Lie to others so you can seem duller
It makes others sound real fuller
Throw a fish under your tummy
Half of your conscious says you’re a dummy
Sleep well now crunching your drool
A lion never roars just to sound cool

Sweet unlike any other
Natural to the bone we’re all
Genuinely sweet
Sweetness can be ruined
Adding tuna to rocky road
Keep your genuine sweetness
Stay away from drugs or alcohol

Teenage nun
Underneath my shell lies an unforeseen gem
Whacking to the layers becomes none of them
Admitting to independency passes a formula of wear
Ignoring my critics was recommendation of flare
More of my core bundles up in blanket quilts
Every smore of my past can weighten my guilts
This is no connection to my personality crust
Everything’s random along with gold dust
I flow on the bed making dreams of waves
Most of my consumption is little miss behaves

THINK
I have doubts in my own strengths
sometimes I do little or go to great lengths
my greatest achievement is not what I learned
but what I’ve been given and where I have turned
I’m very fortunate to have common sense
hatred and ignorance can get real intense
it’s very weird for those not all there
telling them shit is something i don’t dare
if by chance you come across this great poem
much wiser you’ll be like a knowledge of dome

Today my day
This isn’t about my childhood
It’s about today
This isn’t about my faults
It’s about today
This isn’t about my marriage
It’s about today
This isn’t about my history
It’s about today
This isn’t about my tomorrow
It’s about today
This isn’t about my future
It’s about today

US
I thought of us as one when we reached that star
Out proving anyone, truly we can go far
There was not one thing that could slow us down
Even if they tried, they were given a frown
So much we have done, not many can speak
Our triumph over everything has surpassed any peak
Although we don’t gain much in the sense of money
Greener are the parts we helped or all the bees and honey
Someday you’ll be thankful for all that we’ve done
So your family can barbecue or your children can run

Work it
An ass like that needs to be spanked
All in my hands and painfully yanked
Come here now and bow down to my demands
Lets work together on making sweat glands
Quit wasting time on each others rings
We’re long gone from church lets make bouncy springs
I want your head in my cleavage and pulling me forward
This is my palace and you can’t make me bored

YOU CAN LEAVE A DENT
whether you’re young or even feeling old
stand up to your true feelings- be confident and bold
understanding will build with time and age
constant ignorance only sets up your rage
being different lets you stand out real tall
beauty, uniqueness or weird never makes one feel small
do what your heart says and listen to your fate
answer your own questions but focus on those with more weight
right now is your future tomorrow is your end
ask yourself this- what message will i send?

YOUR FUTURES IN YOUR OWN HANDS
don’t waste your talents cuz you’re a smart kid
you can come out of your jar just unsqueeze the lid
some waste their life deciding way too long
before they know it, they become weak and less strong
thinking over and over- I wish or should have done this
realizing they did little or how much they missed
take steps slowly and accomplish little by little
taking on the world could turn you indecisive and brittle
what is it you want- reach further than that
the key to success is right there- under the floor mat

Endless Mind
Shadows of nothing try to blow up my mind
Dogs can really tell who can fit up my kind
A slow trenching mistake can weary ones day
I seek another man who will be my victim of prey
And no one real nice can scare you like mice
Too much trust can lead to thin shades of ice
Preferring to pillows I dream, sleep and dance
There will be a guy who will give me a chance
A scarf on a neck can have many of shades
Mom always had my hair in long Indian braids
A voice so annoying can scream your inside
Most of the peoples brains disgustingly fried
Drugs I won’t touch and drugs I won’t even talk
What part of the brain indicates you to stalk
Why do we turn heads from sight of some hair
Sun so huge and important can give off a strange flare
I’m not into tomorrow but will soon head to be
There’s purpose for everything like the Battle of Wounded Kneee

Focus
Focus that energy on dancing stages of art
Focus that energy because you’re very damn smart
Focus that energy where others will listen
Focus that energy so that morons will kissen
Focus on something that has always gratified your mind
Focus on topics going further than third kind
Focus your origination of where you call home
Focus the health in your toothbrush, shower or comb
Focus your job to a new place of your own
Focus old mends that need to be sewn
Focus your children to be loved and to be fed
Focus your mind why you and your spouse were to wed
Focus your pleasures into routine and not chore
Focus out of mind and thank God you’re not a whore
Focus on yourself looking deep in your past
What have you done that keeps making you last?

GO BEYOND YOUR EXPECTATIONS
Don’t take for granted what you have been given
You throw away everything as though you’re not livin’
A gift you’ve been born with so go do what you can
People will remember you- every woman every man
Maybe I’m exaggerating but I know you’ll touch lives
Being the queen bee of thousands of hives
If a wall blocks your way then just walk around
You’ll never know beyond and what's to be found
Good judgment towards everyone brightens your soul
Ridding of blackness that’s dark like black coal
Let me tell you this now and don’t you forget
I’m here for you always, there’s a reason why we met
I’ll guide you through your pains and wipe up your tears
Helping you with hardships or even your fears

Go learn
Your brain is like a
Rubber band
It needs to have that
Constant expand
Stretched too far you’ll
Break apart
Unused most of the time
Little does it chart

Good Guys Finish Last
I spit on the ones who think they know all
Belittling others and treating them like they are small
They are no better but only seen as the fool
A body only masks them with thick covered wool
No justice is done when given any great remarks
They got there with blindness and underneath sharks
I don’t care if I’m last because I’ll always be nice
My end result in the ranks is just games of dice
As a matter of fact I’ll not even compete at all
But let the overall make the final last call

I’m Not Helping
I can’t help you because it would just harm
I’m not going to hawk your stereo or your gold charm
Your drugs are useless you need to grow up
You fail every U.A. when you pee in that cup
Along with the alcohol it torments your mind
Little you attempt because you don’t want to find
There’s still hope for you as long as your can try
Quit living in a rut and start trying to deny
All is possible and things can be turned around
Just open your gates so yourself can be found
Play me no mind games for just a quick buck
No longer can you run on just pure luck

I’M READY
Ready for music, Ready for dance
Moving fastly with many in my own trance
Ready for scenery, Ready for driving
To the mountain lakes I come swimming and driving
Ready for warmth, Ready for church
My belief in a deity is my own special search
Ready for family, Ready for child
Long past due are my Saturdays of being real wild
Ready for adventures, Ready for world
By the fireplace I lay snuggled and curled
Ready for cleansing, Ready for love
Taking a long bath using my dove
Ready for happiness, Ready for life
Cutting delicious watermelons with my big knife

I’M SORRY AND I WAS WRONG
at times we try too hard or too less
often making mistakes, or a huge mess
noticing them now instead of putting them aside
puts some care in mind leaving nothing to hide
we all do it and often question our simple acts
leaving out material or hurdling around simple facts
next time be honest if you know you’ll cause shame
no one likes the bad person who always plays a game

If you only knew me
Some people say that you were gone
Your thoughts were cold and very dry
When you won that prize, I knew you won
Proved all wrong and no longer a lie
One smart cookie, shiny and bright
Stomped on the little ones...made them cry
Now you’re strong and put up a good fight
I’m glad you made that extra leap
For others to do what you have done
Its like swimming in the ocean…way too deep
Now go enjoy yourself and have some fun

It doesn’t matter
Wanting another to fall heads first is rather disgraceful
Finishing in last place is not always distasteful
Being competitive doesn’t mean steroids or cheating
It only compensates what you’ve been feeding
You lack in some areas feeding off like a maggot
Insecurities unfold when you’ve maimed a week faggot
You give no one a chance by judging too quick
Turning it all around making yourself as the prick
Behind the sharpness and flash smells only pity of shame
Forever alone is where you’ll be isolated in frame

Kids
If I could convince kids
the many benefits of love
itself I’m doing okay.
I go around speaking
greatly how the world is
better with kindness and love.
Its tough because of their
backgrounds, abuse, peer
pressures and self esteems.
They’re so confused so I
want to emphasize the doors
you can open, doors you keep
locked, doors with peep
holes and the broken doors.
Right now I want them to
open the doors to being a
friend, enjoying friends and
family, loving themselves and
then bolting the door to
hate, lies, unkindness
and disrespect.

Layers
We go through all levels to find who we are
Through imaginative daydreams reaching only afar
Sticking our neck out hoping this one will go
Underneath the layers lies a wreckage below
Splinters of torment eat at our soft voice
Abundantly ignored is our ten layered choice
We answer our own questions when no one responds
Gathering our decisions of how humans make bonds
We seek a world of truths but find only more questions
Many find others to go under their rules of suggestion
Here stands before you our heart to the ground
Listen real carefully and you’ll hear the fast pound
 
Lessons to leave
a bottle with a list of
things to do in the
middle of the ocean
does very little
GO
prance your way about
great things
but…
know your zipper is undone
you looked
keep going you foolish
Berry

Let go
The umbilical cord
was cut years go
Let go
You’re your own person
now without anyone else
Let go
The world doesn’t owe
you everything on a platter
Let go
That’s way back when
and a whole new you tomorrow
to look forward to
Let go
Grow up, be a child again,
be yourself, be all of you
Let go

Listen now
Listen now
Listen right now
It takes a second
to change your world
Just listen to your
heart and give up
all fears and hates
because listening
to loves door
means opening it
and closing the
Past

LIVE FOR TODAY
Old and gray, she died real young
Her heart grew small like it was stung
Although still walking she could not see
Her thoughts grew faint and seemed dizzy
The shine of princess gone away
No longer able to be happy and gay
Except one day she found true love
It was her bright shiny dove
Although it did not last too long
On a track she sat...the train’s too strong

LIVE IN YOUR OWN MOVIE
from this day foreword you will change your ways
you will climb that mt. and live many plays
scene one starts tomorrow but forever you’re the act
say goodbye to the boring cuz you’re moving and packed
this play in your life mixes action and drama
outline your 15 minutes and not a mere fraction
even blend in more romance or even some action
a spice of this and that will idolize your scene
making you big like the famous Norma Jean

Moving on
I moved far away but had little affect
I only ran and got things more wrecked
My sense of change was things to be better
Instead of drying the cloth it only got wetter
I shed my tears and adjust to the new
Not by drugs or old bottled brew
Instead being constructive and opening doors
Of what is all out there and walking new floors
Self pity no longer rids of my soul
Being happy and enriched is my true goal
I’ll start from fresh and take new routes
Looking up high and ending the droughts

New
I don’t believe that was
ever me
A masked villain who looked
like me but really was
never me
That impersonator did a lot
of damage while imitating
me
I can’t look at anybody the
same because they see
the old villain
Words come out but they
see lies from when I was
before
Only faith can administer in
to them that I’m new. I
took off my mask, I see
colors now.
I know the pain
they’ve felt and most of all
I hated the villain.
Yes, I’m new.

New You Forever
We shall not fall with every extra added pound
Only blind our images of what was first found
We make ourselves valid by our confidence fired
Lets not drain and escape or even get tired
Important to us is the existence of our brains
Not even the substance of everyone’s gains
Look at your meter you still have miles to go
Dump your negative influences and give one final blow
Believe me right now you’ll notice no sign of fear
Pick a feature you love when you stand in the mirror
You’ll look back at old you and escape the deep down hate
Welcoming perseverance with a new sound of fate
Never too late we won’t have any worries
So much more we will do and not have any worries

Next Mystery
In matters of moments ones lives can be changed
What we are dealt is hardly ever arranged
A chunk of our bread is shared with mankind
Throughout this one life half go wandering blind
Our ups and downs both demolish and enrich us
Wandering freely alone or with others on straight bus
Tomorrow is our destiny and yesterday our history
The next step, the next ride, the next meal is all mystery

AGING CAN BE OLD POEMS



Middle Age
You feel old around your children and
their friends
You engage in the day with wonder of
tomorrows dust
You no longer consider age around your
new “old” friends
Doctors are becoming friends because
they’re around more
You notice how others handle their age
with grace or no grace
Life is either questions or even more
line of answers
Too old to be young and too young to
be old on several levels
Out of nowhere comes this aching pain
of wanting more time
Before more aches, cracks, wrinkles and
smells of age creep up

Old Age
I don’t eat great to live to be
seventy barely getting around
I don’t save money for when I
retire because I’ll be home bodied then
I don’t listen to music quietly
so I can hear the world better
Behind a cloud of secrets I never
wanted a child- the world will die
I don’t want to hear about the
latest cures, I trust my doc
Want to hear the sick part
of my strange mentality twist
I brush & floss, shower, take my
one pill, pray and wake up everyday
Wanting to grow to a ripe old age
is brave but profoundly awkward

Teens
Two bicycling to the park with
no worry about the world
Five big ones between the two to
buy sodas and snacks
By noon to sundown they’ll ride
to freedoms center
They see every girl but they’re
still boring
Rocks in the river, spitting in the
wind and daring rides on their bikes
Home to dinner they do it
again tomorrow till Mondays’ hell

THE NEW NURSING HOME
That tiny smell you hate so much
Creeps inside my rotten crutch
I moved on to way better things
where all the nurses have pretty wings
I go out and do more stuff
And even have my pillow fluffed

Twenties
Desperate for a man you date a dinosaur
Still living with mom any incomes a score
School or work there are decisions to be made
Any high school old friends soon gradually fade
Seeking maturity you still think you’re seventeen
Approaching your thirties you just want to come clean
Then back to dating every new face says no love this time
These jobs are ridiculous so I committed a crime
Clubs are overcrowded with smoke clouding your thoughts
Same as my peers we dress alike when we get body shots
Cell phone, ipod, laptop, xbox- I need every tech device
My foundation for the future is twenties real nice

Under My Wrinkles
These are the lines of a thousand smiles
Millions of weather some walks equaling many miles
Lying on my side so my pillow sucks my face
Every new wrinkle and weird growth I carefully embrace
I also find pleasure in seeing wrinkles of the rest
Who no longer compete for the societal test
Every wrinkle brought memories to joyfully surface through
My story of age gives tells of the small selective few

WE LOVE WHO WE ARE
I can not swear he’ll be mine for life
I might age fast and be a fat wife
Sometimes they get bored and find fresh meat
Someone prettier and freshly growing sweet
For right now, I’ll love him like fine chocolate
Traveling the universe in our passionate rocket
I’m no cover girl with looks like Monroe
And he isn’t Redford-- that delicious, nice beau
But in each other eyes, we’re finer than gold
Knowing what we have is something to hold
In my mind I know he’ll be mine forever
Away from him is something I could never endeavor

Young Again
being so old in this just getting
out of their teens club is
embarrassing enough but to have
the nerve to go back again-
now that’s gutsy, I wanted
to feel young but it actually
made me feel out of place
and wanting to go live back
with my mom in her
retirement community so I’d
feel young again

Youth no more
I’m so tired of being on my own
I was always the master of my throne
Now I’m dirt shoved under the rug
Outcasted by society like I’m a thug
Old and ugly they ignore the me
Once the star but now trickling with pee
I’ve come to know that forever is past
I must move forward cuz time won’t last
I have to accept that age that I am
And not even care about living the glam
I live the life of being carefree and female
Mysterious I am and so much I can entail

Before I knew it
Grade school
Learning
Middle school
Puberty
High school
Life
College
Career
Marriage
Children
Before I knew it I moved in with Kibbles
Our nursing home has cute riddles

Generation Gap
Yelling at grandma
One of her hearing aids are gone
Shopping with my daughter
These can not be for a teen!
Dinner with my new boyfriend
I ask for a corner- wait!- outside he’s old
Young, old- young, old
A generation gap can get old